Hunger Games

Personally I think Hunger Games is a good movie. It is something different from the normal movies, the story line perhaps. Anyway, I believe this game will happen in the future, perhaps the next century; a game to kill the others for survival. I haven read the book before but my friend told me :

It is a game created by the Capito, which is their government to show they have the power to control the people in the country. The residents have no rights to escape but to kill others for survival.

During the time of watching the movie, my mind keeps asking myself "what if I'm the chosen one? what will I do to keep me alive? will I kill others? will I be the one who survive in the game?" Katniss is a really smart girl, she doesnt kill others for survival but she has the survival skills and she makes others like her. Even that the end when the organizer suddenly changes the rules, she manages to make him touched and hence allowing to have 2 winners instead of 1.

Besides, my mind also pops out a male. I wonder will I kill him at the end of the game or will I sacrifice myself, hmmm i don't know. Anyway, i think "we" are able to work it out if the rule is they allow 2 winners as long as they are from the same district. I just trust him a lot; just trust. Anyway, I wish hunger games will not happen in future; I seem to be a vegetarian after watching this movie. #fingercrossed

''Winning won't help in my case... because she came here with me.''

Peeta Mellark about Katniss Everdeen.

Wonderful Weekend

Yes, I am an organ donor :)

I pledged to donate my organs after life; many people think i do this because of the influence from on call 36. HEY NO! I just want to do some charity, even after life. Instead of benefits your nutrients to the worms, I think saving a life worth more.

We went for hiking at Bukit Gasing before the actual trekathon LOL.

Well, we were not suppose to be here, but we just explored and climbed up this tower haha. Yeah~ they are sporty peeps! *like

That was the first time I took photo by lying down in the middle of the road like a boss. Aly is really a crazy girl LOL. Anyway, she enlightens my uni life :)

Then the actual trekathon day, psychology dept was the CHAMPION hohoho.

although it was a 1.5km distance run, but running up the hill aint easy (I had my KK training here). I even sprained my leg slighty, thank god i still can walk and dance.

*look at my medals haha

Yeah!! The top female treakathon-er from psychology.

I felt shy when everyone viewed me differently when they know I am a sport girl; for instance, my friends (guy) came and talked to me more, which they never did before; my seniors (guy) came, congratz and etc. *i shy *^_^*

Lastly, movie with these pretties :)

HUNGER GAMES!! *figure out in the next post

Not just a ceremony

Marriage is not about the ceremony or romance while pledging alone,

but commitment from both parties.

The pledge never says about love the other till the old age but love the other regardless they're healthy vs unhealthy, alive vs died. ♥

*kindly click to enlarge if you want to see the words more clearly :)

I'm a Daddy's Girl

Today was the first time i cried in the interview, even I myself was shocked about it. This interview is an application to be a mentor- like a small training to be a counselor or perhaps clinical psychologist. I cried when they asked me who was the person that inspired you in life; I answered "my dad". Then, my tears were like a heavy rain happened in a sunny day.

I am really a daddy's girl; even my mum jealous sometimes. Personally, I think my dad is handsome, and I will consider him as a real good man. One day he told me, "It's an usual thing that a father loving his daughter, so does your future husband; you'll need to bear with it- that's the cycle". LOL, I wish I have a son instead of daughter XD I said my dad inspired me in my life because he shaped me since i was young, he taught me many lessons seriously; i learnt a lot from him. He never ever hit me from i was born till now; he just scolded me once in a 19 years.

Sometimes, I will think that if a man treats me like my dad does, I will marry him. He buys my favorite food in this bike even though it is raining. He closes his shop in the middle of the day just to fetch me home from school or lrt. He gives me allowance and extra money just to ensure I will never starve. If one truly knows me, he or she will find out that I'm actually quite "ye man" in a way but outsiders view it as "ok" coz I wrap it and backup it with reasons, which are actually quite nonsense also.

Well, if a man treats me and loves me like my dad does, I will marry him.

Perhaps that's what psychologist says, a woman will find husband who is similar to her dad; a man will find wife who is similar to his mum.

Hippocratic Crush

Just had drama marathon on /Hippocratic Crush/, which is known as " On Call 36 hours". I love to watch how all the doctors work together as a team to save one's life. We never know one thing thoroughly unless we have gone through that path. I have learnt many things from this drama.

1. Hope is always the thing that keep us alive and get rid of all the obstacles!
2. A true relationship doesnt need full time commitment, but full understanding of the other :)
3. A true relationship will never pull you away from your friends and family; it tightens both relationships indeed.
4. God is always fair. The more you gain, the more decisions you need to make; perhaps the more sacrifices need to make as well.
5. Everyone has his or her Bandura's box.

I was comparing my life with the drama throughout the whole process of watching the drama. I realized character that always act by "Yong Yi" suits me a lot; I am not girl who wants my boyfren to be 24 hours on call. I am not girl who thinks i am a princess. I am not girl who loves only places with air-cond. (Especially when I chatted and went out with my friends).

I am independent as who I am; I don't dress fancy fancy usually as who I am; DOESN'T MEAN I AINT A GIRL. "girls can use their natural inherited benefits to claim for something, but not take guys for granted nor take advantages from them." I am still a little girl deep down my heart and wish caring from people. Just a girl; the normal one.

Maybank Scholarship

I was very down when Kar Wen got the call for interview from Maybank yet I didnt; I was totally depressed that night. I talked to kit ee and cried while sms coz I really cannot imagine if I continue my studies without scholarship. True, there is PTPTN as backup but PTPTN does not fully cover my coarse :( I even thought of quit study and so on.

After one week~~~ On the tuesday night, I received a call from an unknown number. "Hello, I am calling from MAYBANK", the sound from the phone. I was like... Maybank???!!!! *are you kidding me? Thank God, I know He loves me. Then I went for the interview and I din expect that I was able to make it to the final round coz I think I din really do well in the personal interview.

Then, maybank once called me again when I was on kit ee's car. *LOL, sounds like he is my lucky star. "Congratulation, you've shortlisted to proceed to the final assessment of our maybank interview"; in my heart "WOW, I made it!" On the same night, Kar Wen called me and told me the final assessement was freeeeeaking hard, he talked to me about 10 mins. I AM DEAD -.-

I just back from the final interview, i dont know what will the result be but I am glad that I have a chance to go through this assessment center as the assessor said this kind of interview normally is for those CEO, COO, CLO, and etc. Wow, I have an opportunity to experience it. : D

no matter what,
I've done my best and I believe God will do the rest for me

Appreciate every little thing in your life

Malaysians are actually the most lucky people in the world as there is no natural disaster in our country. *although there was once, it was pretty minor compare overall. For instance, Taiwan had a terrible tsunami last year (11 Mac 2011). What was worse? They even experienced fire when they were floating on the water; we thought fire will only happen on land as water is able to extinguish the fire. I really salute those alive-rs; they tried everything to keep them alive. Although it was pain to lose everything in one night, staying alive worth more.

However, some Malaysians are not appreciating what we've and create all sorts of non-sense problems out from no where. Is it because life here is too easy and they want to find some "fun" to make life feels better. We should really appreciate everything we have like

• having a complete body with all the organs and limbs, regardless of the beautiful factor
  
• having both parents, as we are not orphans and parents are not divorced
• having chances to study, although we may not like it
• having a comfortable house and home, as we own both
• having friends, throughout the happy and sorrow
• etcccccc
• and, having God loving you.

We would not appreciate all these until we see, experience, and compare with those unfortunate ones; we will know how lucky we are. I used to feel bad as I am short, ugly, and fat; I aint 165cm, I have lots pimples, I am not like a model. How BAD it is! Beautiful things are living from inner out, believe it or not. Inner beauty is also the one everlasting, if you're worrying no guy will chase after you because of your look; I just want to say, the guy who truly loves you cares more on inner beauty than your appearance look. I am REALLY PROUD of my height now, I do think I am pretty, and I am not fat, just the face a bit chubby *idunmind*.

A lot of girls are trying to "shape" themselves into someone whom they think is ideal and pretty; they fail at the end. No point to force yourself to become some one else, even though you manage to shape it, it wouldn't be natural thou. So, what's the point to force yourself so hardly to gain that little happiness while you can enjoy the rest of the happiness if you're able to be yourself. :) We do wear different masks everyday towards different people at different time, BUT we MUST have a way or place where we can truly express and be ourselves; if possible just be yourself throughout the days, months, and years!

BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE, AND APPRECIATE IT!

Ignore the point no guys chase after because the one who truly loves, understands, and appreciates you will love you for who you are.

:)

Just a Typical Taurus

金牛的沉默不代表他们的心也在沉默，其实很多时候他们只在等你的一句话,一个动作,一个表情,哪怕是一个眼神，因为金牛喜欢对真正懂他的人敞开心扉，可是金牛的一些行为总让别人误解了他的内心。对金牛多一份理解，多一点感受，金牛也会毫无顾忌地为你敞开他七彩斑斓的内心世界。

HAHA

【暗恋第一名：金牛座】牛牛几乎表现不出一丝一毫喜欢对方的模样。即使意中人站在眼前了，他们看起来还是正经八百，跟普通人没啥两样，但内心里却波涛汹涌了起来。尤其是事后他们会特别想捶胸顿足，埋怨自己错失良机。谁叫他们永远要当后事之师，慢慢吞吞的，自然是不见天日的“暗恋”达人啦。

Something New

Thank God, I am shortlisted to go for the Maybank interview. YES! I was so worried last week :( Hope I am able to perform well in the interview and get the scholarship.

I will do my best and God will do the rest.

Need to prepare for my interview tmr.

PRAY..!

Besides,

I have learnt something new in the drama "On call 36 hours"

Instead of insisting to hold on to get the best one; why not we just choose the one which suits us and we feel comfortable with.

no point if it is good yet you are not comfortable with it.

CHEERS!

World Kidney Day 2012

Run for charity, isnt it meaningful?

You run for health wherelse money goes to those who need it. :)

Yes, I went for this run after the clubbing night. I slept for 4 hours in between LOL, and I wasnt feel good coz of the alcohol. Thank God, I survived and finished the 7km run. Look at the crowd waooooo~~~ *areyoumotivatedtojoinforthenextrun. (Right) Run with hearts ♥. A man will eliminate all the obstacles for what he wants; vice versa, millions of excuses will pop out from no where.

Yeah~ Stephy Gie was one of the finishers :)

Currently I have trainings with Liyann and Alyssa as we will go for Standard Chartered half marathon *darenotgoforfullyet HAHA . We can make it !! CHEERS!

B2S & After Party

Main event was actually Back 2 Street, a dance performance among colleges. I wanted to give a HUGE thumbs up to Noah, I do mean by HUGE; he was the best dancer that night. Besides that, we had a party after this event which was clubbing (it was sponsored, everything was free HOHO). Bear in mind, go clubbing not necessarily mean is bad or whatsoever negative stuff. My friends and I just went for to gain new experience (we left after 1hour)

My girls in psychology :) SQ, Liyann, wait where is Alyssa LOL

Ta-da, we were at Milk Club already. This was Vodka and it tasted fruity. I tried biiiit Tequilla; it sucks! Btw, I din really drink coz I couldnt drink; just tried out few drops of each drink. My cheeks was burning hot thou it was just few drops. Kayne was almost drunk; she drank 3 cups of tequilla and 2 vodka i think. @@

We din really dance; we just did some random body movements. Alyssa and I even played mirror neurone, which we followed the others' movements. HAHA .

I love this picha pretty much, maybe of the lightning :)

Wish to experience clubbing in my last year of being teen-- accomplished!! :D

My idol

If you think my craziness to high school musical is too much, I can tell you it is nothing compare to S.H.E. They are my idol since I was primary 4, which was also the time they started their singers' life.

I've seen their growth in physical, mental, and singing skills throughout the years. Selina is married now; Ella is going to marry soon; Hebe, still waiting for her good news :)

This is one of their first few albums (美丽新世界).

When I was primary 5 I think.

Perhaps some people think liking them is kinda childish, but when you like an idol since they were a cute little girl till becoming a "woman-ish wife"; it feels real different!! I grow together with them ♥

and something that I envy them a lot is they never fight among themselves within these 10 years. The strong bond between never break and it is hard to break ;)

This is one of their current albums (FM SHE).

If possible I wish to watch Ella's wedding in Melaka. I wish~ She was a very tomboyish girl, but now she is going to marry soon and have more "lady taste". And she gets to marry before Hebe. waooo~~ Why Hebe so leng lui no one chase :(

I PROMISE myself if they have concert in Malaysia next time, I will ruuuuuuunnn and get the tickets or whatsoever to watch their concert. *althoughIamnotsoconert-ishperson, who prefer to watch in front of TV HAHA. Anyway, I will go for the ♥

Just another tension

Assignments are already enough to kill and bury me; I still need to settle my scholarships matter. Honesty speaking, I cant imagine if I got no scholarships; I will really think of quit study seriously because the coarse fees is really high. Although I know all these probabilities before I choose psychology and enter Help Uni, things just aint going smoothly. I really enjoyed my last year when I got full scholarships; I no need to worry when to pay the fees, how much fees do I need to pay, do my parents have enough money for my coarse fee for the next month. I really pray hard to get scholarships from the Maybank, Sun, or other scholarships. I try to apply PTPTN as a backup; just pray hard that things will go well and I can pay full attention on my studies :)

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen