感性的一个下午

看了"谈请说案", 突然从理性变得感性.... 也联想起很多东西, 尤其是杨怡的那个角色(我觉得蛮像我的)
表面上坚强但无人知内伤. 也许在大家眼里, 我是很有才华的人, 所以人人都以为我是万能. 但又有谁知? 尤其是戏里杨怡的那段感情. 常用直觉做事, 爽快的女孩与一个理性的男生拍拖的那一段, 令联想起很多东西. 原来, 有一种感觉是藏在内心深处, 连我都很少发觉!! 听说, 当每一次看到这些画面而联想到得人, 其实就是你内心喜欢的人... *我想因该是真的吧.. 因为每一次, 我都会想起同样的人. 不知他也是否如此呢? 想起那时, 一切都好像注定, 太多巧合了... 了也因为那一次, 让我的人生改变了很多. 感情不是方程式, 也不是有感觉就大过天.... 所以, 要在这里对某人说声对不起及我对你只有好朋友的感觉而已
但现在我不会要去拍拖,因为我的年纪很轻, 读书很重要, 况且我找到我目前的人生目标 =) 感情, 放一边吧.. 让上天为我计划及打算..

First week of skul

1. I received parcel from Y cubed whom i knew her in RALT..n tat was my belated bday present..:-D
2. PBC singing competition
   Bofang,d funny mc who crap alot wif ee yin.. Fiona,casserene n sook shian r awesome singers.. Then a pair of 'couple',beng n jing who got teased by ppl n tat time only i realise jj has a high tone voice compare to normal guy..beng was trying to look at jing,yet jing was concentrate on her singing
   Luckily nf n i din sing Coz v planned to sing 'marry me' xp
3. aw, still haven finsh my add maths and moral
4. long time din back to church, miss it.. dunno why it feels diff when i go back this time as compare to last time
5. ok, i have no crush.. no need to guess... will not think of couple so far coz i found something more fun, interesting and meaningful. =) but somehow, i feel my hormone is hving changes... LONG STORY
6. first time go so SUNWAY university college.. one word to describe "WOW"!!! many leng zai n leng lui.. our guide MAX and IVAN are funny.. =p
7. Being invited to prom and start to plan for my 2010 dec.. wakaka.. but whn think bout SPM, i stop my day dream... T.T
8. Our principal says body contact = mendera.. haha.. all SABians are making fun of it now...

Outing with SAT

I was quite excited today, coz can go ouuttt.. !!! with SAT somemore. But I was a bit disappointed when i reached there coz only 3 girls came.. =( anyway, we still had fun right, do we? we are like the VIP in petrosains.. when the tickets were sold out but we still can enter with FREE FULL ticket le.. hoho xp We meet those faci and volunteers and chit chatted around, but they were busy serving customers.. after 2 1/2 hours, we went to watch movie "KILLER".. but before that, we were hunting for fOOODDDD...♥ super hungry man... =s when we reached cinema, the movie already started, but nevermind, we just missed a bit only.. which was just an introduction.

ok , i wanna tell u guys.. this movie is really NICE.. the actor is hot and has six packs.. *which girls love a lot.. and guys,i am pretty sure that u will like it coz the actress is sexy and pretty.. Fast, clean, and efficient, he always got the job done, and enjoyed the many perks that came with traveling the globe in search of his targets.On the heels of Spencer's 30th birthday, he and his happy wife discover that their life of bliss could come to a violent end at any second -- someone has put a multi-million-dollar contract on Spencer's life, and the hired killers who have been tracking him could be anyone from the checkout girl to the neighborhood curmudgeon. Time is running out for Spencer, and as the race to uncover his assassin intensifies, so too does his paranoia. With his in-laws making life miserable and the threat of death lurking around every corner, Spencer struggles to maintain appearances while staying out of the crosshairs, and keeping Jen safe from harm.

After movie, we had our window shopping.. =DD we went home at bout 5pm.. on the way goin back ,i chit chat with my kor in bus.. He suddenly said :"miao miao le? he din do anything" I was thinking, cat do anything? i never had a cat at home neither.. oh, the miao miao he meant was KIT EE..... L.O.L. XD then before he went back, he just hugged me in sudden coz i was quite dull few days ago and this reminded me of someone.. Anyway, he is just my kor (not bf nor crush okay.. nemah =p) I knew i had crush on one of my kor before, so u guys might misunderstand.. i was thinking a lot.. The history of my love life.. ♥

EQ up level.. ^^v

If was last time, i would express my anger in blog, in facebook, in sms.. etc.

But this time i din, i just be claim and think of how to solve it, seek opinions from others..

Hm, im happy that i learn to control my emotion.. =)
YEAAAAAAH.. =DDD

of coz i wont forget to say thanks to both my lovely sis ( Vivian and Zacix)

百度幻腾联欢会

又要用华语打部落格吗？ 没关系啦， 就来个rojak post 吧！！

这个放假好闷哦， 所以有的出街是很好的.. as kx invites cha and i go to the VI-百度幻腾联欢会..(although im not a PBC member now, but i WAS) haha, holiday still can meet my beloved SABians.. crazy and fool around.. I♥ it.. before the show started, there was a st john guy named dunno what 杰 kept promoting about dunno what function next week.. lol, but sry, i surely cant make it and i dun think much sabians will go.. anyway, u are funny boy =D and i dunno what

happen to ngai foong that day, kept teasing and made joke of me.. maybe he din see me during holiday and miss me too much.. .LOL.. jian beng was so lonely and quite coz the reason he came here was to accompany NF, yet NF kept playing with me.. poor BENG T.T.. talk about the show, it was like a mandarin version of IU day.. but i can tell u IU is much much more better than this.. coz the dancers, singers, actors,actresses and MCs here were the same people again again and again.. esp those girls.. i noe VI has limited girls, but it cant be just hav 5 girls in VI PBC right.. little bad image.. =( the only interesting part was the junior's drama..which talked about " 8 excuses that can be used when you fart in front of ur gf/bf"... tat was the only part where everyone paid attention and had fun.. i dun really rmb what are the eight reasons ad.. T.T

about 1.30pm, kx, cha and I rushed back to go tuition.. haha XD

Ballet

this exactly look like what we did during the ballet class.. rethink about it, it was 5 years ago.. wow! but till now i still miss my ballet classes, i had thought of continue my classes back since i just left few grades then i can become a ballet teacher but f5 is really busy.. my mum kept all my ballet costumes.. i tried and put it on this morning.. hey, it fits me and is a bit loose.. xoxo

I cant describe my feelings now besides missing.. wearing the point shoes, ballet shirt and skirt with a bun on the hair, doing those movement in point shoe..aw, i miss it.. it's hard but satisfy.. in ballet, i learn to stand in a proper way and balancing (the most). Rethink of when i was std 2, the reason i learnt ballet is to grow my hair, but now...................................

Detective Conan

Oh.. i ♥ conan.. how can he be so smart?? he can get the clue from every single tiny thing... has knowledge about everything which helps him to solve the case.. although he is just a kid-sized boy, but his mind is a 17 year old teenager.. a 17 year old boy is smarter than the detective Mourin? wow... i wish i can be as smart as him.. but every time i watch the video, i try to find out the murderer.. i got.. but just through my six sense not evidence.. If you ask me to explain why, lol.. i cant answer you for sure.. Besides, i also want to salute to his girl friend, Ran.. how can she keeps waiting Shinichi come back after so long time? Yet,she still loves him a lot and same as Shinichi also.. and i pity Conan aka Shinichi also,although he faces Ran everyday, but he cant let Ran knows he is Shinichi due to his love to her and needs to lie to her once he finds out Ran suspects him is Shinichi.. he cant even show his love to her but coz of love, he always be there to protect her.. Conan@Shinichi, smart, geng, cute, handsome, caring,loving...........

Ran = 小兰 , Conan = 柯南 , Shinichi = 新一 ，Mourin = 毛利

Aint MY Holiday

This is not the holiday i wish, this is not the holiday i want...

full of homework, assignments, tuitions and force to study

I want to have fun and vacation during holiday not THESE..

I gotta say, i dun like this holiday

besides the RANGERS CAMP

.......................

Miss 4Mers

I miss 4M.. the best class ever..
we eat in the class
sleep while teacher is teaching

play when teacher is not around

go out together during holiday

but still score well in exams

but the BEST is we are always weird

thus, we have many funny things to do.. =p

class picnic in KLCC =)

this is how we look during exam..

finish final exam.. hurray..
holiday is near!!!!

the weirdo.. prevention for H1N1..

the spirit of wearing mask.. *wink

my best kor.. edwin eu ♥

我用华语打部落格 ^ ^

哈哈 o(∩_∩)o...哈哈
这是我第一次用华语来打部落格因为我家的电脑没有华语的设定
有点兴奋叻！！！！
顺便练习一下我的华语。。

也许放假太得空了， 所以每天都在想如果有个男友有多好 =）
但另一方面， 我又觉得这样会影响我考SPM
然后，我又在想我应该做心理专家呢？ 还是律师呢？
在大马， 也许做心理专家有点困难，但我知道心理学可分很多系，可能也有出路吧。。
律师呢？ 需要很会背东西就如历史，我喜欢是因为可以辩驳既帮助别人， 但大马有太多贿赂事件，法律不能给予他人一个公正，这样很没有意义。。
还有什么职业适合我的呢？
*我需要您宝贵的意见 ;D

但是没有好成绩，要做什么都不可以。所以还是实际一点现读好书和靠好成绩在想吧！
高二的学涯只剩下仅仅五个月，要好好的把握哦！
林恩伊，加油吧！！！！！

Randommiiie

everyone has different ways of study...

some study everyday, some study few weeks/days/ hours before exam..

for me, i will study few weeks n hours before exam..

i wont study at normal days.. if i do, i am mad

SO, stop forcing me study everyday n every minutes

Somehow, i feel that i am really lucky

most people got the 2nd child syndrome because he or she the 2nd child among 3 children.. so he or she will be neglected easily.. since parents will pay more attention on 1st and 3rd child

boy boy boy

boy boy girl

girl girl boy

girl girl girl

me... although i am the 2nd child.. but luckily i have two bros as like i am the only girl

then i wont be neglected nor what... I am lucky.. =)

Always obey to the elders' words..

because they are more experienced than us..

and i am glad that rangers members obey my words..

maybe i am strict =p

they did every instruction of mine...

thanks for your cooperation..

rangers camp (post) will be upload soon with the nice nice and pretty pretty pic ;D

Somebody to Love

Can anybody find me somebody to love? Each morning I get up I die a little.Can barely stand on my feet.Take a look in the mirror and cry.Lord what you're doing to me.I have spent all my years in believing you.But I just can't get no relief, Lord!Somebody, somebody.Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life.I work till I ache my bones.At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -I get down on my knees.And I start to pray.Till the tears run down from my eyes.Lord - somebody - somebody.Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -But everybody wants to put me down.They say I'm goin' crazy.They say I got a lot of water in my brain.Got no common sense.I got nobody left to believe.Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord.Somebody - somebody.Can anybody find me somebody to love?Got no feel, I got no rhythm.I just keep losing my beat.I'm ok, I'm alright.Ain't gonna face no defeat.I just gotta get out of this prison cell.Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love.Can anybody find me somebody to love?

What Time Is It

What time is it, summer time (is our vacation)

What time is it, party time (thats right say it loud)

What time is it, the time about our lives (anticipation)

♥ ♥

love holiday

love summer time

exam ends!!!!!!

*no need to stuck everything in my mind nor study at 4am already

lets us have fun!!!!!