See Me 72 Change!

current hairstyle~~~ wish to cut this hairstyle~~~ aim this for next year ~ :D

I'll find time to TUKAR!!!

As Bei says "年轻就是本钱", i must enjoy my last year of being a teen ~~

This time must do already, dun wan delay anymore!!!!! Pray Pray~!!

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ps:-

this has nothing related to the above post
I just pray that the mid term exam subjects wont fall on 15 oct

as there is an important talk waiting for me

pls pls pls pls :x

I praaaaayyy ~

AMEN

天下什么事都有～

What's more ?

Sometimes, I feel disappointed with her; she cares a lot about me when she needs me, and she treats me as a transparent being when I have no use to her. I used to think if everybody on the earth does not care about me (exclude family), she will be the only exception. But, I am wrong; totally wrong. I cant say it is all her fault too, we are just taking the others for granted! When somethings happen between us such as we have different opinions towards certain things, we use to think the opposite should follow our way of thinking because we are good friends. However, things can never remain the same forever; once she ignored me for a period of time just because this. Slowly, she takes our friendship for granted as like I will care of her because I care about friendship; she not only destroy our friendship once, but several times. Now, I don't know what word/phrase to use to describe your relationship. Just one thing I know so far, we will never be as close as last time because the hurt is too deep and the number of scars is uncountable.

:) Lesson learnt, Never destroy friendship without further thinking or because you take it for granted; wound can be heal, but the scars are there forever! Love your friends and appreciate them (;

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I wish to buy this type of bag a lot; love it! So far I only found one design that 合眼缘, it costs RM35. Hmm, i am still looking for better one. Patient~~~ :)

If someone buy it for me will be even better KEKE! *evil smile XP

Hmmmm.....

I gotta admit that I miss you now.

Some Updates

Currently, I am working hard on PVP.

I wish to get pioneer pin before next year enrolment day. It is hard to balance between studies and PVP, but I try (;

Fyi, I am taking law, econs, and other 2 subjects this sem. Other subjects are pretty okay for me, but as for econs :x Somehow I feel like quit it, I cant understand what is that; the lecture skip from one doc to another; the class is boring. I am thinking change it to accounts, should I? Some people say accounts will be hard later on, gerrrrrr.... I am in the middle of ocean again!!!! HOWWWWWWWW???? Econs is so not my cup of tea, although I feel like learning new stuff; darling gave me supports saying that I can do it well (; I pray~

Ok, HELP Uni is organizing a mount KK climb event. Climbing mount KK is one of my dreamsss this year, if I am lucky to be the chosen one, I can go KK 4 days 3 nights for freeeeeee ^^

So now, I not only need to study hard, I need to train hard also *even thou I dunno if im chosen, but it is also a way to keep fit right (; KK, I wish I can see you before 2012 comes. I pray~

After asking permission to go for KK event, I realise how brutal I am. The story was:-

I decided to go even though none of my friends are going, as it is my dream, something that I have logged for a long time. Then I asked permission from my dad; he said "You're under scholarship now, you better spend most of your time study." In another words means cant go KK. T.T I got super duper hyper extreme angry of him; I didnt talk to him for one night.

The next morning, my mum talked to him; he agreed. I was still very upset coz i felt that he cut off my dream. For the whole day, he was finding way to "tam" me. *in some way, I felt really bad :(

Hm, I know it is not the time for me to feel vexed for relationship problem. Before this I thought I do not know how to make choice/ decision; when Noah asked me who did I choose, I realized actually I do not want to make any decision. It may be a form of escape, but I really do not have time for it too.

Since my parents allow me to go KK, I promise myself to score well in my exam, and this is my last sem in foundation. Relationship ah, it comes naturally; I know He is planning something for me (;

今年的中秋

今年的中秋没有了中秋的味道，多可悲~ angry birds的味道盖过了中秋 TT

想当年我幼时的中秋，大家在两星期前已准备买蜡烛灯笼，已为中秋做好准备。不管中秋那晚是否下雨，我们依旧出来玩灯笼；但这一切已逐渐消失，孩子们都为功课而各自繁忙，大家一对中秋的来源一知半解。幻想下一辈对中秋的认识，我不敢想像！！也许那时大家都通过电脑来提灯笼了 Haizzzz~~~

Unpredictable

I AM

waiting A.

missing B.

leaving C.

Quis simile populus quem non curant, sed quasi qui non de te tantum curam?

Erga se affectum putavi amicum iustus est, sed modo cum fuit invidia animo slau dabat puella coram me. Quotiens opus illo alio loco apparebo ei. Quid? Ego vere operer ignoro!

*google if u're interested :)

Reflection from 2nd sem break

I feel really happy volunteer in the special school; it is tiring but meaningful. Most of them have autism which do not affect much on their daily social lives. Volunteering there not only fulfill my sem break, it also helps me to save money LOL Sometimes, I will think or even wish to live like them too, everything in the world is positive and perfect. That will be so much easy (;

It was so fun meeting my darlings sista whom I could share anything to, literally ANYTHING~~ Even thou it was just few hours of gathering or yum cha, but it spoke more than anything else. How i wish that I can talk to them anytime i wish, as in face to face :)

Trip, camp, and outing was awesome. Ya, I had my first ice skate too!!!! I felt so happy that I could skate by my own, woohoo~~ And I have solved many problems in this sem break, I feel FREEEE~~~ Hm, still working hard on PVP report. I wish to get 3 pioneer awards in 2011 and pioneer pin by next year before enrolment time, I PRAY~~~

After watching a drama, I get to know myself more, I know what I wish actually. I realise how "ye man" am I; a girl like a brutal princess as she is borned in a family which everyone loves her and gives her things as she wishes. However there are still people who are willing to serve this brutal princess although she already warned them.... Hmmmm Dunnno la, dun care la. Better go sleep now... Mask time *phew *^_^*

Oh ya, first time got people tracked me when I back home, it was freaking scary. Hmmm, I was waiting for some people's message but nothing turns up, sooooooo.................... i smile :)

I am taking law and econs together with 2 core subjects [statistics and moral studies] for my 3rd sem. I pray it wont it hard... and the time table ah hmmmm pray pray :) I wish I can have one day free

Sem Break 2. 15 [Family Trip]

Just back from Melaka for 10 minutes then have to go church for GB meeting already. Speak about this family trip, I am glad to meet my grandparents, relatives, and cousins especially my cousin sis, which I LOVE the most. We went few places in Melaka, but the main point is who are going with us. I'll post further details post with pics :)