Express feelings

hm...after struggling for few days, or maybe few weeks...
finally i got the answer...
i know who i like and who is my good fren..
this should thanks to someone who makes me angry and
thanks to someone who accompany through sms for the night..

I dont think i dare to tell in front of him,
i just sms him...
but then i feel much better ad... =)
better than keep the feeling in my heart right...
but then i din expect to couple , i just wish to be good frenz...

somehow, i also busy searching dress..
i have been many places...
but there isnt a dress that suits my tastes...
=(
bless me....
bless me i can find the dress i like...

Suffer day =(

since that day back from ts for the movie 'orphan'
i feel myself not selesa ad..
i coughed for the whole night
but then is still ok...

the next day, i suffered a lot...
thinking of do i really like that guy n who do i like...
im not sure n blur of myself.. =(
haiz...

sunday..
i had nothing to do...
bored for the whole day
i preferred to go skul rather than staying at home for holz...
somehow, i sneezed for thye whole day also...
till my tears out...
but the weird thing is only one eye got the tear...

suffer suffer suuffer... =(

What Have I done Wrong?

What did I do to you?
Make you prefer to talk to everyone EXCEPT ME..
What did I do to you?
Make you prefer to look at everyone EXCEPT ME..
Is that I make you angry?
If is a yes, I already apologized to you and talked to you too..
Yet, you also agreed to be frenz that time..
But now, what you do is IGNORE me at all..
Is it that you hate me a lot?
If is a yes, can you tell me why?
What have I done wrong?
Is it that we can't be frenz anymore?
If is a yes, just let it be..
But this will never happen if you don't do so..
Maybe you don't wish to have me as fren..
If then, just let it be..
Let it be naturally..
I won't apologize nor ask you to talk to me anymore
As you don't wish it, I guess..
If you make the decision for not be my fren, I'll just follow..
Nothing will I do... Let it goes naturally.... =)

I agree with the fact
" a person change because he/she got influenced by frenz"
But then if he/she doesn't wish to change and be firm to himself/herself
He/she will not change also..
If parents just want to stop their children to mix around with those frenz
Does it really work?
This will only shows that parents love their children a lot..
Just let go your hands and let children make the decision..
He/she will learn from the mistake whether they choose the right fren a not?
If you decide and do everything for him/her?
What can he/she learn rather than follow parents instructions?
Till when can parents do so? Working? Marry? 8Os ? or 90s?
But one thing can proved is
PARENTS LOVE THEIR CHILDREN A LOT =D

Windy day

Why everyone loves to talk about love now?
But can be understood also, as i experinced before too...
Hm...maybe they never go through anything so they wish it a lot..
But i rather choose not to know about this
So that those misunderstanding will not exist again..
silent means the BEST =)

But another way, i feel myself like liking someone..
Why do i have kinda feel towards him?
Is it he love, infatuation or just an admiring?
I won't rush to know the answer, as i know
God will help me in the way... =)

Friendship means the most in our stage, a teenage stage
Maybe some people will think that love means everything now..
But when you have gone through something,
you will get the answer...
Friendship is the MOST precious thing after parents' relationship..
A true friend will always be there when you need him or her
A true friend will never hide secrets from the other
A true friend will always tell the truth

I hope God will answer my prayer also... AMEN !!

windy day

today just like living hopeless...
after tuition in the morning, i just watched movie, slept and ate for the rest of the day..
this is not i want..
i dun like it also..

somehow, i also feel myself like liking someone..
hope it is not real..
hope it is just i think too much..

god bless... =)