Belated Post.. >.< ( Holiday 3)

WoW~
it's my primary skul's carnival...
So excited...
can go back to my primary skul...
*happy happy*
=D

So sad... my std 5 class teacher cant recognize me...
coz i cut my hair short... =(
T.T
Wuwu~

I bought this coupon for Rm10....
*flies away jor* T.T










Then i bought you cha gui
coz that was the only thing left..
as i went late...
so....
carry so many things together...
XD





Saw a dustbin..
wif these words...lol...
Why last time dun hv wan...
not fair..
x(



Walk around wif my frens..
this guy looks alike my first bf...
lol... XD
Make me think of my first love... XOXO






Not bad ya my chinese handwriting... ^^
Long time din write on the blackboard ad...
Miss the Blackboard so much... ^^








This is the last pic....
B4 all of us went back.....
*happy happy* =D
Miss u all, n love too... <33
KEEP IN TOUCH Ya... ^^

Belated Post... >.< ( Holiday 2)

26 sep is church anniversary...

lol...we hv to dress like 70's style....
this is the dress i wore....
I LOVE RED... !!!

Ouch~ my legs are so pain...
Coz i wore this high heels...
This is the highest high heel i wore so far...
Next Time gotta try even higher wan..
lol... XD
This girl very cute right... lol.. XD
Thx chelsea... ^^
<33

Belated Post... >.< (Holiday 1)

On 25 sep...i went to hotel maluri...
wat for???
lol....sure have something fun la...
I went to the prom...
I dunno most of the ppl there....
just noe few frenz... so sad... =(
XD

This is the dress i wore.... ^^

pretty gals...
n best frenz...
=D

Homework =( Food =D

Holiday is damm bored... =(
Homework everyday.... >.<
Lucikly got food accompany me...
lol...XD


sushi~ ^^
taufu fa..=p
you zha guai =)

N one thing....
joanne is bullying me now....
>.<
HELP~~~~~

Shopping....yeah~

OMG~

I spend lots money during this holiday...
love shopping a lot.... lol...
Buy things till so happy... ^^
These are all the things i bought in this holiday..

i bought this in Time Square...

This is the flower shoe i bought in Jusco..

This skirt is from Midvalley..

I wish I can buy something more...
nice dress..
high heels..
sport shoes..
flower pants..
watch..

OH~ Im obsess in shopping..
Luckily im a girl...
lol...
XD

I Miss................

I miss...my childhood..
This is my cousin sis which look alike me when i was small...
But of coz i look cuter and prettier...
lol....XD

Long time din see her ad...
Miss her sooo much...
And love her too... =)

I miss.....my long hair....
See...my hair was so long...
But i still wanna enjoy my short hair now...
Maybe after some while only let it grow back la..
=)

I miss.... my primary frenz...
These a those primary frenz that i still contact much now...
This pic was taken on my b'day..
The black shirt, wear spec girl has the same b'day with me...
We celebrate it together... ^^
*happy happy *

I miss....the time i went genting...
Play Flying coaster...
It's so fun.like superman flying in the air...lol... XD
And one thing....
IT IS NOT SCARY AT ALL...
Just the seat very busuk only.. xp

I miss....Rangers camp...
The four wheel drives... Make my bud so pain... ouch~
wake up at 2am for night walk....
just like "dream walking"...
And swim in the 16 degree celcius water fall...
The legs cant reach at ground at all...
scare =s

I miss..playing space shot...
OMG~ this is SUPER nice man...
Nice view up there...
than suddenly fall...
thats so cool~~~~

I wish i could bring camera up there to take the nice view photo...
But scare the camera will fly away...
lol..xp

I miss.... the time we been together...
It means a lot and teaches me lots things...
The sweet moment we been together..
Now, it will just be a nice memory.. =)
I love this present a lot..
Maybe is coz of DIY...
<33

I miss....4Mers...
They are so funny and crazy...
They will make stupid jokes on a simple thing...
And make the whole class laugh...
So, our class always full of laughters.. *lol..*
When we sad, the whole class will emo together...
Thats so cute right.. XOXO

I miss... K gang....
We all are so happy together...
Play till mad together....
Especially when sing k...
OMG~.. we can make the room shake n stuff...
U guys are so funny... ^^
Love u guys a lot... <33

I miss....'AK' = Animal Kingdom
Dunno since when we have an animal nickname each..
then we always fight with K crew...
But fight in a funny n stupid way... XD
Everyone has her identity and colour...
As shown in the pic...
U guys really bring lots happiness to me...
I LOVE AK SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!~~~
*muackzz*

I miss...SAT frenz...
U guys are so nice... ^^
We all learn and have lots fun in SAT...
The facilitators are SUPER nice...
Although i din meet u guys for few months..
but i still miss u all...
And we are still KEEP IN TOUCH... ^^v

I miss.. 'my kor'..

We used to be very good frenz..
But coz of some reason, we have cold war,Din talk for 2 months..
Somehow, this also lead to another prob..
For me is neutral...But him i dunno and not sure bout it...
Just hope we still can be as good as last time..
Have fun together.. =)

Last but not least..
I miss GB a lot...
But i dun hv a pic that everyone including cadets..
GB really teaches me lots things..
Im always happy when im there...
Learn things n hv fun together..
Make my life so COLOURFUL..!!
=D

1 Malaysia

Actually this happened on last thursday...
during the asohan rohani...
those muslims students went to the hall for something- i dunno- t
hen non-muslims went to the hostel hall for the deepavali celebration...
- i also dunno why they wan to celebrate deepavali so early-
- in fact, raya comes first right..... -

Few days ago, Pn.Kaladevi came to our class to ask who wants to join the fashion show.. Then, im soooooooooo innocent being pushed by two 'smartie' to join the fashion show... OMG~ whats happening??? >.<
I couldn't do anything, except walked around to borrow that indian clothes lo...
Then last thurs, i purposely skipped my moral class...
- SAB moral students will noe why...-

Then changed my costume....
Oh no~.. i din hv any accessories....
luckily, jacinta had extras.. then she lent me the 'hand ring' - i dunno wat that cal'-
then my lovely Pn.Teresa lent me het SUPER HEAVY necklace n earrings...
OMG~ i almost cant breathe with the necklace....
my ears gotta fall with that earrings.... T.T


this is the result... wif my darling... CHAMAINE.... she's soooo pretty man...~ phew wit~ XD















this is theena.... =) he is sooo funny man....lol...~















these are my indian frenz...
they are so nice and funny.... ^^
love u guys... =)









this is the first time i wear indian clothes la... quite happy actually... ^^
SABians ROCKS................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gotta go my own way =)

finally get myself back...
happy to be with my frenz..
i know half of the truth now
happy happy =D

after go my world way,
it will be nice for everyone
as u do... =)

wish everyone happy happy
n wish those PMR students ya...
good luck for u guys =)

white flag

i give up to noe the truth
maybe is the best we maintain like that...
i already very tired with it..
i will just keep my feelings in my heart
or maybe sometimes share my feelings with my frenz..

Actually all i wan is very easy..
just tell me why.. i dun mind is 2nd or 1st reason...
as long as im not as blur as now..
maybe u dun wan or dun wish to over it...
hm...i und ur situation if is the 2nd...
then just let it be natural..
although i hv the feeling also..

Hm...now..
just let it be nothing...
and the white flag is in my hand..
heart= no fully full of white flag...
anyway..god will bless us...
hope we can be like last time..
=)

-AMEN-

blur day

what do i wan actually?
what am i thinking of?
why everything feels so weird..?
why that feeling is so weird also..

i just hope i can get myself back..
dun think so much and concentrate on my stuff now...
somehow, i wish to noe the ans..
n the only thing i will do is waiting
as i noe god will plan for me... =)

-AMEN-

Moody and Rainy

Since that thing happened, i dunno how to describe my feeling..
i tot it is just a plain between us..
i tot later i will hv the courage to ask him the Qs...
yes, i did have the courage but then i dun feel wanna do so..
at first i just tot of how to tell him..as u support me too..
but then later, i just so worry bout u..
i noe u dun wish me to say the word anymore,
coz the words will only make u more suffer and sad...
i din hv mood in doing anything..

eventhough in church.. normally i will hv lots fun and laughter around with them..
but then tat day, i cant play my trumpet and i dun hv the mood to play..
i noe the score there written do, but then i blow so...
it's written fa n i blow la... n so on..
when practising dance, i just smile m laugh for while..
then got moody back again..
i dunno y.... eventhough i broke up with someone last time..
i was ok than this..
then i was ordered by officers to bring back the CD
listen the music and see where need to improve and think of the dance steps..
at first i was quite concentrated on my work... edit this n that..
then suddenly, the moody finds me again...
so, i went to view ur blog...those last and previous posts...
- that was the first time i do so... -

then i realised lots things...
u care bout me more than i feel from my sense and stuff...
i really dunno wat to say... as i hurt u many times...
n i noe u seriuosly hurt a lot this time although u insist saying not..
i also dunno y i so worry bout u in stead of him..
as my fren ask me dun care bout u n go talk to him..
but i seriously dun wish n dun wan to do so...
i also dunno y...
i really dunno wat i feel now, wat am i doing and wat am i thining of...?
- this time is real, coz normally i just wanna escape from the truth and act dunno-
this time, my mind is totally blank...

somehow, i also busy editing the song and dance..
i seriuosly gotta brain burst...
hm..i wish n i think i can cope with it...
may god bless me
-AMEN-

Tell Me Why????!!!!!

Why every time must make me lost only make me feel I like someone?
Why can't I have the feel towards him when Im with him...
It happens twice now...
I'm confused....
one i not sure about his feeling towards me,
another one im sure bout his feeling towards me.....

Why do i have this feelings towards u guys?
Why cant the feeling be a normal frenz feel?
Why we need to escape?
Why do I need to escape from?
Why do I afraid of?
Why I not dare to face the truth?
Why should I care bout love now?
Why I cant do whatever I have promise to myself?

Why should I suffer like this now?
Why should I cry when Im blogging now?
Why will my tears come out now?
Why do I miss you?
Why do I need to pretend as nothing?
Why I feel Im lost again?
Why I lost my courage?

Tell me why, is so hard to forget,
dun remind me, not over it,
tell me why, i cant to seem face the truth...
and i really dunno wat to do..
i just to little too not over you....

Form 4's life

When it comes to f4, many changes has made...
The most obvious one is about the study..
suddenly we need to study bio, phy, chem, add maths...
there is no more like f3... no objectives more..
(except for few papers)
the hardest is history..no objectives man... how to survive?
i still remembered the mid term exam has finished up three quarters of my ball pen..
wow~ thats horrible man...!!! =s

Last time i heard ppl say f4 is a honey moon year...
at first i thought it is too.. so i enjoy my life...
but then..the truth is NOT...
it is just like f1 when u know nothing about your syllabus and stuff...
everything starts from the beginning...
lots of projects...
stress and so on...

But then f4 is also the year which i meet so many frenz and
it is also the year where im close to them so much like now i do..
i love them so much....
they make my life so colourful and wonderful.. =)
they make me smile when im sad
they make me laugh when im happy
they make me learn new things and make a better me...
thx u guys so much... really love u guys sooooo much...!!!

Somehow, f4 is also the year where all crushes happen here and there
maybe is cause of hormones and puberty starts to work now..
many ppl have their crushes and liking someone..
sometimes it feels sweet as you can be with the one you ,like...
sometimes it tortures you as you dunno whether he/she likes you a not?
hm...same as me too...

But i never think of wanna couple.. just wanna be good fren with you
Somehow, i also wish to know the ans from u...
although i din tell you, but i wish you to know
and wish you to tell me the answer too...
thats funny right.. =p

anyway, f4 really changes me a lot...
=) =D <3 =p =o =s =x
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