Vice President of HELP Psychology Department Student Council
Vice President of Rescue Club
Publicity of Circle K
*look at the workload that I have to face in coming years @@ No time to couple already T.T
SEMESTER BREAK
Finally, the short semester has ended. It's summer timeee!!! Well, I have many plans for semester breaks as usual HAHA, but I wish to find part-time job as well (to gain experience). Hmmm, what to do leh?
Please introduce me if you have any nice jobs :)
RELATIONSHIP
Well, I am currently single and you may wonder why I will take about relationship here. Hmm, recently there is a guy who treated me seriously nice (I din misund), but I have no feelings at all; reason, he has a girlfriend. I wonder why guys who have girlfriend still wanna flirt so much with the girls out there? Well, they can treat girls nicely but not over like randomly stood behind me and massaged for me when I were tired (ps : I am not close with him). If we were close, I can understand la.
My point is guy who has girlfriend can be friend and close with other girls' friends but not too over until those actions can lead to misunderstanding or what.
You may be curious and ask "Really? You were so active in high school- sports, uniform bodies, GB- and you can manage your studies well also? I think you are quite good at managing your commitments la~~ "
I gotta say that:
Previously, in high school, the time is fixed (i.e. time to go school, time to join koko, time to go GB). I just need to go according to the routine. Well, maybe there are some events, but compare to university, that was like kacang seriously. University got so many events that I need to commit a lot with my team, especially in student councils- because we are there to serve students' needs.
As for now,
The main responsibility of mine is to study. University level is sooooooo @@, I've tried very hard in doing my assignments and stuffs but I still can't get an A (i.e. 90 and above); how can I get my First Class Honour then? :(((( Next, I am currently the vice president of HELP University's Psychology Department. Honesty speaking, I can feel the level of commitment that I need to put in, it is much more than GB. In GB, there are still other officers, BB, or church members to work things out. In student council, it is either we do the job or no one else will do. Sooooo, my commitment in GB will be lessen for the coming months. However, I know I will learn a lot in student council even though it is stressful and etc.
Speaking about commitment, it reminds me of Boey who spoke about commitment of love to me. He told me what he broke up with her ex-girlfriend because of the different level of commitment. At that particular moment, I only "understood" the definition of commitment but I did not "understand" the deeper meaning of it; now, I do. Then, I wonder did I commit enough in my previous relationship? Ermmmmmmm, I think I did. Well, one of the reasons that I am not ready to involve in relationship now is because at this period I know I am unable to commit in relationship due to the workloads I have in hands. However, if the right man is willing to wait until I am done with all these- studies and councils, I will then show my commitment to him.
I feel glad when I know I get presidency with Ross :) Well, there might be some people who dislike this result, people who think I am running because of the post, or even question my capability of work. That's alright for me, but I feel bad when friends who are always close to me, judge me a lot. Hm, they even comment about it too.
Vivian Tang said:
Friends not always supportive for us and this thing actually shouldn't let urself worries because it is not worth it..
Be the way you like to participate for the council.
Bei said:
You just have to stay yourself doing your way.
Then I speak to myself,
You (I) know that it is impossible to get everyone agrees with your ideas and your ways of working based on the leadership experiences you had throughout the years, then why are you afraid or stress of? You may not be the famous in the department; all you need to do is be yourself and show them who you are. Always remember the aim of you running this post- SERVING and LINKING. People may question about your abilities and purposes of running this post; well, you need to not to explain to others but yourself and God. You just can't peace everyone but majority, and as long as you have done your best, God will do the rest.
It has been a long time since my last post in this blog. I used to be VERY ACTIVE in blogging, but due to this semester is a short semester (super stress) and currently I am quite active in twitter, I have neglected my blog. SORRY BLOGGIE. Well, before I wanted to update my blog, I wished to share about how busy my short semester was, how stress was I, how grateful it was when God answered my prayer, etc stuff. But I found something that really touch my heart, "Love Life" which conducted by Hei Ren and Fan Fan, and I wish to share it to my friends.
At first, when I first looked at the name of the album, I thought it is an album regarding the love life between this couple; thus, I just ignored it. Later, I realised my thought was totally wrong. This album speaks about people with bone cancer are willing to fight till the last second of their life, they really want to stay alive; they wish to exchange lives with those who just commit suicide whenever they face problems. Then, my mind told me "aiya, these people never experience how lives are, and of course they want to exchange lives with others"- because my perspective is they had bone cancer when they were very young, and they never knew how lives were. In fact, I am wrong again! These people were once the champion in their specialities, and they experienced the climax point of their lives. However, their lives changed when they found out that they have bone cancer. They are unable to achieve their dreams even though they are really passionate. They want but they can't.
Besides that, I also found out a little girl, who only has one arm, participated in Triathlon. She did not win the competition but I am really touched by her spirit, enthusiastic, as well as the hard work she paid to achieve her dreams. Although she has only one arm, she can play piano and guitar; the society will question how can she made it? Well, I question about that too as I have both hands yet pressing those chords (guitar) with my fingers is really hard for me and I complaint that my fingers are not long enough, my tips of fingers are pain, and etc. After I watched her video, I realised I totally have no reasons to complaint any single thing; in other words, I am not the qualified person to complaint at all.
Who am I (are we) to complaint that learning musical instrument is hard?
Who am I (are we) to complaint that assignments stress is too much?
Who am I (are we) to complaint life sucks?
Who am I (are we) to complaint about things when I am (we are) born healthily with perfect organs and body structures?
LEARN FROM THEIR SPIRITS and stop complaining :)
Life will be so much better.
And I want to thanks William Tang, who approached to me regarding the project of sponsoring a child by BB, for giving me a chance to help them. The satisfaction gained is more than anything else, and this intrinsic motivation is the power that drives me to study psychology as well.
