I feel glad when I know I get presidency with Ross :) Well, there might be some people who dislike this result, people who think I am running because of the post, or even question my capability of work. That's alright for me, but I feel bad when friends who are always close to me, judge me a lot. Hm, they even comment about it too.
Vivian Tang said:
Friends not always supportive for us and this thing actually shouldn't let urself worries because it is not worth it..
Be the way you like to participate for the council.
Bei said:
You just have to stay yourself doing your way.
Then I speak to myself,
You (I) know that it is impossible to get everyone agrees with your ideas and your ways of working based on the leadership experiences you had throughout the years, then why are you afraid or stress of? You may not be the famous in the department; all you need to do is be yourself and show them who you are. Always remember the aim of you running this post- SERVING and LINKING. People may question about your abilities and purposes of running this post; well, you need to not to explain to others but yourself and God. You just can't peace everyone but majority, and as long as you have done your best, God will do the rest.
It has been a long time since my last post in this blog. I used to be VERY ACTIVE in blogging, but due to this semester is a short semester (super stress) and currently I am quite active in twitter, I have neglected my blog. SORRY BLOGGIE. Well, before I wanted to update my blog, I wished to share about how busy my short semester was, how stress was I, how grateful it was when God answered my prayer, etc stuff. But I found something that really touch my heart, "Love Life" which conducted by Hei Ren and Fan Fan, and I wish to share it to my friends.
At first, when I first looked at the name of the album, I thought it is an album regarding the love life between this couple; thus, I just ignored it. Later, I realised my thought was totally wrong. This album speaks about people with bone cancer are willing to fight till the last second of their life, they really want to stay alive; they wish to exchange lives with those who just commit suicide whenever they face problems. Then, my mind told me "aiya, these people never experience how lives are, and of course they want to exchange lives with others"- because my perspective is they had bone cancer when they were very young, and they never knew how lives were. In fact, I am wrong again! These people were once the champion in their specialities, and they experienced the climax point of their lives. However, their lives changed when they found out that they have bone cancer. They are unable to achieve their dreams even though they are really passionate. They want but they can't.
Besides that, I also found out a little girl, who only has one arm, participated in Triathlon. She did not win the competition but I am really touched by her spirit, enthusiastic, as well as the hard work she paid to achieve her dreams. Although she has only one arm, she can play piano and guitar; the society will question how can she made it? Well, I question about that too as I have both hands yet pressing those chords (guitar) with my fingers is really hard for me and I complaint that my fingers are not long enough, my tips of fingers are pain, and etc. After I watched her video, I realised I totally have no reasons to complaint any single thing; in other words, I am not the qualified person to complaint at all.
Who am I (are we) to complaint that learning musical instrument is hard?
Who am I (are we) to complaint that assignments stress is too much?
Who am I (are we) to complaint life sucks?
Who am I (are we) to complaint about things when I am (we are) born healthily with perfect organs and body structures?
LEARN FROM THEIR SPIRITS and stop complaining :)
Life will be so much better.
And I want to thanks William Tang, who approached to me regarding the project of sponsoring a child by BB, for giving me a chance to help them. The satisfaction gained is more than anything else, and this intrinsic motivation is the power that drives me to study psychology as well.
She is married :) YES Ella Chen, one of the SHE member!
I remembered she was a little tomboy and I thought she would never get married because of his tomboy-ish, like HEY which guy like a tomboy girl? Look at her, she is so much lady look with sexiness and prettiness, AND she is married NOW!! i mean this hour.
God just has His plan for everyone of us :) #somuchlove
I have a friend who thinks himself is able to change his girlfriend's personality. Hmmm I shall say, Love is not about changing someone's personality but LOVING him or her as who he or she is. ♥
We always think, wish, or imagine how our future partner look like. Well, God has His plan for us. We need to give trust to Him, He will reveal it when the day has come.
Don't people feel weird or awkward when they tell the current partner about how much they love them and etc. Yet the same words are repeated on the other person. I don't know??
God hides your partner somewhere in the world, it could be in ANY distance. The point is He wants you to go and seek for it because He knows that we won't appreciate things that come easily. Like Gigi Leung, she got married with her first love after sooooo many years later.
I love the feeling communicating with a simple eyesight!
I do believe love at first sight but we still need to learn how to manage the relationship when time passes by. I think coupling for years seem sweet :) Like Hong Ee says "time shows the preciousness of that relationship." However, it is still depends on the timing :)
Last time I used to think this statement "有一种爱叫做放手" is a bullshit; now I believe it! Last time I think if you love, you must own him or her. Well now, I understand that you do not need to own him but wait for the right time to come. Give God some time to work out your plan.
To me, I won't be the one taking first step in a relationship; it sounds so tradition-ish. Why I don't behave so? Because I believe no matter how shy, coward, or introvert the guy is, he will find ways to get rid of ALL the obstacles just to get her,if he really loves her.
There MUST be a sense of freedom and independent in a romantic relationship. Both can depend on the other but not all as too much dependency and too little freedom will make the partner suffer, it will make him or her feels that he or she is taking care of a kid instead dating a life partner.
This is the first time I've been to Pulau Perhentian. GOSH!! It takes 9 hours bus just to get to T'ganu and almost 1 hours of boat to the island. But everything is worth when you sea the beautiful sun, sea and sky!! It looks so much like those pictures that I googled in internet before LOL. *cant believe my eyes at all!
Of course we have ice breaking games BUT it is 12pm @@ The sun is so much burning hot. A lot of us got sunburn even though we put on sunblock!! Imagine, it is 10x worse than the kawad moment. Even the sand itself is like an oven!!!!
This couple is so sweet :) <3
Me, who have no partner, just play with the camera LOOOL.
Can you see the crystal clear sea waterrrrrrr *awwwwwww with the BLUE sky at the back! YESH they are all bluessss
Canoe time :)
The next day, snorkeling!!!! HAHA I try to snorkel without a life jacket, it is so much tiring because you need to keep kicking the water keep your head above the water. The sea water is sooooooooooooo much salty. Ewwww!!! And it is so hard to dive into the water because of the water's density and pressure; so much strong and hard to overcome. I wonder how can ppl swim for marathon on the sea @@
First time being buried under the sand LOL. It was so hard to breatheeeeee but nice to sleep thou HAHA
And that was the first time I wore bikini in my life time. Yeah, achieve something new during my last year of being a teen. But still there are lots fats @@ Need to work out more to get FITTER!!
i got bullied by them but I enjoyed it. They swung that float up and down, left and right; that's why my legs were in that position XD and can see two colours on my tights.
Sunrise at perhentian :)
We din sleep at the last night. We played mafia and truth or dare for the whole night. Oh ya, the stars at night is so pretty, they are huge and shine on us. How I wish I can just sleep beside the beach at night watching the stars.
Time to back and group photo :)
I am lazy to describe every single thing I did and experienced in Perhentian like what I did last time. But overall it is an AWESOME trip. I am looking forward to go Tioman or Redang next time. I also wish that I have a chance to go all these islands with my future partner :)
THIS TRIP
oh ya, I saw many fit and sexy males and females there LOL. I like dark-skin guys because they just look sporty. The foreigners are really open-minded, they just kiss in front of people like no one else is there. Before I come to Perhentian, I have thought of having my future wedding by the beach; after this trip I cross this idea out from my mind. The beach is so much hot and we need to apply lots sunblock, which means I gotta look so ugly in the wedding ceremony NOWAY lol. Perhaps I will take some wedding photos by the beach. :) Haha, I don't even have a boyfriend now yet already thinking of wedding ROFL
