Love

She is married :) YES Ella Chen, one of the SHE member!
I remembered she was a little tomboy and I thought she would never get married because of his tomboy-ish, like HEY which guy like a tomboy girl? Look at her, she is so much lady look with sexiness and prettiness, AND she is married NOW!! i mean this hour.
God just has His plan for everyone of us :) #somuchlove

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I love guys looking at me like this
#somuchsweet

 My view towards L.O.V.E.

1. I have a friend who thinks himself is able to change his girlfriend's personality. Hmmm I shall say, Love is not about changing someone's personality but LOVING him or her as who he or she is. ♥
2. We always think, wish, or imagine how our future partner look like. Well, God has His plan for us. We need to give trust to Him, He will reveal it when the day has come.
3. Don't people feel weird or awkward when they tell the current partner about how much they love them and etc. Yet the same words are repeated on the other person. I don't know??
4. God hides your partner somewhere in the world, it could be in ANY distance. The point is He wants you to go and seek for it because He knows that we won't appreciate things that come easily. Like Gigi Leung, she got married with her first love after sooooo many years later. 
5. I love the feeling communicating with a simple eyesight!
6. I do believe love at first sight but we still need to learn how to manage the relationship when time passes by. I think coupling for years seem sweet :) Like Hong Ee says "time shows the preciousness of that relationship." However, it is still depends on the timing :)
7. Last time I used to think this statement "有一种爱叫做放手" is a bullshit; now I believe it! Last time I think if you love, you must own him or her. Well now, I understand that you do not need to own him but wait for the right time to come. Give God some time to work out your plan.
8. To me, I won't be the one taking first step in a relationship; it sounds so tradition-ish. Why I don't behave so? Because I believe no matter how shy, coward, or introvert the guy is, he will find ways to get rid of ALL the obstacles just to get her,if he really loves her. 
9. There MUST be a sense of freedom and independent in a romantic relationship. Both can depend on the other but not all as too much dependency and too little freedom will make the partner suffer, it will make him or her feels that he or she is taking care of a kid instead dating a life partner. 
10. 人总是问怎样才能让他人爱上自己。答：如果真的爱上，第一眼就会爱上了！ (TVB)

Perhentian Trip

This is the first time I've been to Pulau Perhentian. GOSH!! It takes 9 hours bus just to get to T'ganu and almost 1 hours of boat to the island. But everything is worth when you sea the beautiful sun, sea and sky!! It looks so much like those pictures that I googled in internet before LOL. *cant believe my eyes at all! 

 Of course we have ice breaking games BUT  it is 12pm @@ The sun is so much burning hot. A lot of us got sunburn even though we put on sunblock!! Imagine, it is 10x worse than the kawad moment. Even the sand itself is like an oven!!!! 

 This couple is so sweet :) <3

 Me, who have no partner, just play with the camera LOOOL.

Can you see the crystal clear sea waterrrrrrr *awwwwwww with the BLUE sky at the back! YESH they are all bluessss

 Canoe time :) 

 The next day, snorkeling!!!! HAHA I try to snorkel without a life jacket, it is so much tiring because you need to keep kicking the water keep your head above the water. The sea water is sooooooooooooo much salty. Ewwww!!! And it is so hard to dive into the water because of the water's density and pressure; so much strong and hard to overcome. I wonder how can ppl swim for marathon on the sea @@

First time being buried under the sand LOL. It was so hard to breatheeeeee but nice to sleep thou HAHA

And that was the first time I wore bikini in my life time. Yeah, achieve something new during my last year of being a teen. But still there are lots fats @@ Need to work out more to get FITTER!! 

i got bullied by them but I enjoyed it. They swung that float up and down, left and right; that's why my legs were in that position XD and can see two colours on my tights. 

 Sunrise at perhentian :)
We din sleep at the last night. We played mafia and truth or dare for the whole night. Oh ya, the stars at night is so pretty, they are huge and shine on us. How I wish I can just sleep beside the beach at night watching the stars.

 Time to back and group photo :)

 I am lazy to describe every single thing I did and experienced in Perhentian like what I did last time. But overall it is an AWESOME trip. I am looking forward to go Tioman or Redang next time. I also wish that I have a chance to go all these islands with my future partner :) 

THIS TRIP

oh ya, I saw many fit and sexy males and females there LOL. I like dark-skin guys because they just look sporty. The foreigners are really open-minded, they just kiss in front of people like no one else is there. Before I come to Perhentian, I have thought of having my future wedding by the beach; after this trip I cross this idea out from my mind. The beach is so much hot and we need to apply lots sunblock, which means I gotta look so ugly in the wedding ceremony NOWAY lol. Perhaps I will take some wedding photos by the beach. :) Haha, I don't even have a boyfriend now yet already thinking of wedding ROFL

Enrolment Service 2012

Actually there are too many things to be posted, many events come at the same time. Well, I will just post the meaningful ones :)  

The most meaningful one should be Enrolment Service 2012 because this year's enrolment felt so much different from the usual one. As usual, we were all busy like hell in morning especially girls, we needed to help them check uniform, accessories and even help them to tie their hair etc. I didn't know why it felt so much different being a colour party this year and those years before, perhaps this was my last year to be a colour party with GB girls' uniform. Overall, I had been a colour party for about 4~5 times LOL. However, this was the first time I got the "feeling" colour party is representing the company. 

HAHA. This was the first time I got gastric in between of the service. Guess what, I went out and stole food; witnessed by Mun Hoe lol. (picha). Service was continued with those appointments, awards, promotions moment which everyone has been waiting long. 

What's so difference this year, my ex-captain and chaplain going to resign and officer vivian is leaving too due to her studies. The main point was captain's resignation I think, I seriously burst into tears when they were about to announce it. Actually my tears was out when I was standing right behind of the hall (before presenting the flowers) and I purposely back face my YLs and the BBs. At the end, I really couldnt resist and PUFF. 

People may not understand what's the big deal of resigning? She will be church anyway! To me, it feels so much different when she leaves the company. She was my first officer when I first joined GB, she taught me drill, leadership, life matter and many things include relationship. I remembered when she became captain and I coupled with Kit Ee at that moment; I thought she gotta be pissed off or what cause she seemed so strict and fierce from outside. Eventually, she came and talked to me telling me how to balance between studies and relationships etc. She cared so much of my studies during that period. Every time when officers from BB side or GBM side "attack" me, she would be the first one who protected me *really protect* because she understood me well enough and knew that I wouldn't be doing those things. I see her from being a single lady to a married woman now. Honesty, she is really like my 2nd mum and friend as well. She looks fierce (if you dont know her), but she is real good actually. --- words cannot express all these--

I cried till eyes swollen lol. Look so much ugly in photos @@ Actually I admire Vivian Tang a lot since I first joined GB. I still remember the first I came GB, I was attracted to her YL's uniform so much. First, she looks yeng in that uniform. Second, she looks good too. Then I found that she has lots similarities like I do, so much like my sister. I often look for her to seek advices. To me, she is a very strong female although she looks thin and etc; especially if you have read her blog before. Last time, when I was chatting with Joanne, she said "you're just llike ah ling, me like ah dia", and I agreed to it a lot :) HAHA 

Right after crying, I still needed to march out as a colour party. I resisted my tears so much! I told myself I had to stop my tears for that few minutes because I was representing the company. After then, ex-captain found us and talked to us. We understand, respect, and support her decision although it is harsh. God has His plan for she and 2ndKL GB. He has His plan for everyone. For the moment now, we will stay what we have and continue to move on :) WE SERVE MINISTRY.

We 3 and Chee Hao are promoted to be officers. #macamyes HAHA
One of sad thing becoming an officer is I CANT WEAR ALL THOSE BADGES ANY MORE :'(

Obsess

Honesty to say, when I first look at guy, I will spot whether he is fit or not. People always think I like muscular guys like those gym gym type; sorry I am not. I like sports guy and preferable fit guy as like the top right guy in blue shirt. He is totally FIIIIT with prefect shoulder. And I prefer guy with normal guy hairstyle like his, short and simple yet looks good. (curly hair, long hair or long fringe, errr not really my type)

A guy who has elements above already enough to gain my attention on the first sight. XD

 Why he so leng zai ??? I sot liaaaaoo @@ 

Entertainment in between studying. lol 

The Last Time

Yesterday was the last time I commission as a Young Leader. 

Next Sunday will be 

my last time wearing a girl's uniform with those COOL badges.

my last time being colour party as a girl; although I've been colour party for four times.

Pray that I can be an excellent senior officer. 

will upload pics soon