Stress- Insomnia- Tired

I had a terrible insomnia last night. I went to the bed at 12am, but I slept at 3am. People say when one experiences insomnia which means one has lots of "xin shi". Erm, i admit that. I am just tired of keeping that, normally I feel okay when I share out my things, but this time is different.

Sometimes, I really feel tired of people thinking how strong and bold I am, able to cope with any obstacles in life. I just smile and laugh in front of people, I do not want to let them know my problems. However, some people just take advantage of this and presume that I am a "super girl" who is capable of doing anything, literally anything. All I want to say is does anyone ever know the dark side of me? Does anyone know what I need actually?

I am just tired and stress out with degree's assignments. On average, we need to hand in one assignment per week; furthermore, there are EXAMS!!! Hm, just praying to have someone being my side always when I need him or her, and truly understand me :) *although I understand everyone is busy in his or her college/degree life

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen.

I do wish this happen on me, but...... I wish :)

Meeeeee~

Recently, I realised.......

My face is getting rounder and rounder.

My pimples are getting more and more.

Do I look uglier? T.T

But something I am proud of, MY HAIR LOOKS DYED! It looks real thou XDD *click on the pichaaa lol. Does it mean it save my $$ to dye the hair :p KEKEKE

Fyi: I din dye my hair although I wished to.

If - A Valentine's Story

We considerate different things in a relationship at different stage of life. However, if both truly love the other, we are able to make impossible things happen.

what's matter is THE COMMITMENT between us :)

Haha, I sound like I am coupled :p

Part of life

It seems like someone's thing has became part of my life. Whenever comes to that day or close to that day, my mind will auto remind me I have to do something. But then what so special on that day? It was aint is. I still remembered once I was real busy with my stuff, when I looked at that date, I remembered something happening on that day, and I needed to do something. What was that? I kept wondering... Then only I realised it was.... SO

What if things have became part of your life without realizing, will you deny it?

If yes, what if it is still there and perhaps fated to be yours, will you still deny it?

If no, how are you going to face it or are you going to escape?

The feeling is just like it accompanies you regardless how long journey you have gone.

Annie's 19th bday party

19 sounds like a sad age as it is the last year of being a teen. But what to do, time is irreversible; just welcome the 19th arrival open handed and enjoy the last year as a teen :)

After the combine officer's meeting regarding the enrolment, I changed clothes in an extreme fast way and drove to the Great Eastern Mall for Annie's birthday party!! Her party was in Alexis Bistro Wine Bar, which was so expensive. Guess what one plate of spaghetti costed RM40. Besides, there was show at 10pm, Vanessa S.Y.T. sang for the night; her singing was excellent.

By the way, the theme for her

party was cocktail dresses; YES dresses. thats why i was all girls

only haha. And her birthday cake was extremely delicious (trust me, it was much better than secret recipe). The wonderful thing was the candle in the middle would never blew off, it sparked after every time she blew. That was real interesting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ♥

hope the wishes you made will come true

love you