2nd KL GB -awards day-

ytd was 2nd KL Gb awards day~
lol...everyone was so excited n nervous...
=p
after roll cal, check uniform, games n singspiration
then chaplain gave some talk..
'God is great, God is nice'
i like the words...
iron sharpen iron as man sharpen man..
=)
thus, man needs frenz to make them improve..

then it's time to give the awards...
*deng deng*

after the cadets get their awards..
the junoir's turn...

officer vivian is demoing how to march n recieving the awards...
haha~

see...
moon is so happy to get the award...
*^_^*

then is senoir's turn jor...
lol` they are super excited man..
n scare...
dunno whether can get the gold awards not
=s

after senoir is pionner's turn...
OMG~ my turn ad...
very gang jiong man~
lol~
*this is so fake* xp

i got one award for pionner
n a good service award..
this pionner award is not easy to get le...
hv to do projects n reports...
hope i can finish my PVP
n get the pionner pin... ^^
i also get the promotion of being YL that day..
but honesty, i dun wish to get it so soon..
-i dunno y-
last time i wanted to get it earlier
but now.. it feels weird
=s
then i also get the prizes of treasure hunt n cooking...
lol...i won both le...
yeah~ im good in IQ, physical n cooking...
haha..
so ss... xp

those are all the awards n prizes i got that day
;D

2nd KL pioneers... ^^v

after all...we have pioneer council meeting
lol...meeting in library can eat...
so there is a big twisties there... =p
then in this meeting..
im chosen to be d chairman..
hm..nothing i can do
just carry the job well la... ^^

i also hope to work togather wif BB...
wish we can co-operate well
god bless...

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Do i really feel happy for the awards n promotion today??
hm...not really..
i dunno y...
somehow, i feel a bit sad somemore...
do i greedy?
no i dun...
i just wanna fulfill my part...
hm.....
i think i've changed...
not really same wif the gie last time
mayb i've grown up...
if was last time, i love to shout n gila gila during awards day
but this yr... not really
mayb i've grown up
hm......
somehow, i seriously wish to wark togather wif BB
as we can see..
the relation between BB n GB is very strange ad...
not like last time n our officers time...
good bro n sis...
i know that god will bless us...
-AMEN-

super rojak post

hm..ad one week din come here...
miss it so much...
now i gabung all my post togather =)

first, i feel quite dissapointed towards k gang..
everyone seems dun care bout this frenship much ad...
*except the girls*
thinkoif last time.. we used to hv lots fun togather....
crazy n fool around...
now, it doesn't exist anymore..
i wish i can try my best to hold this frenship back again...
frenship means the most after family.... <33>










frenship is really important..
nothing much that we can do without frenz...
frenz give us the happiness n share our sadness...
*i really dunno how to describe the important of frenz*
but hope everyone dun simply let go off ur fren..
it means a lot in one's life.... ;)

EQ is very important also..
everyone must hv his or her sad time n sad may lead to anger
but doesnt mean that u need to release ur anger towards anyone..
an EQ high person will be clam when he or she face something isnt nice
and use nice n polite words to reply other ppl...
not necessary need to fight back to gain the winning place
nor fight back till the end to show that u r right
let practise to be an EQ high girl n boy =D

sometimes im quite blur also...
thinking of letting go but sometimes will miss him back again...
may god help me in this... =)

these while, i always keep my feeling in my heart rather than share to my frenz..
i dunno y
if was last time, i will share until evryone knows...
mayb i have changed...
i guess........................

exam exam exam....
study study study...
bored bored bored...
my nice dad gave my a banana while im studying...
he says it will help to increase my brain's memory...
is it real? i dunno...
but thx dad... <33











lol~ the first day of exam is islam paper 2...
v non-islam ppl hv nothing to do...
then guess what the guys do......??
they are practising to draw me.... ==
what...????!!!


this is the result..
so horrible man.... ~
=s
*drawn by ngai foong*





after the last day of the first week which is sj...
i dun feel wannna study ad... =(
but how can it be??
the second week of exam is add math, bio, phy, chem n moral...
all sciences subjects man.....~ =s

im tired of planning the class party
actually i just meant to help the class..
but everyone tot im the organizer...??
godness....
tot the picnic wil be ok..
but actually not much ppl enjoy it actually...
haiz....
wat can i do ?? tell me pls

Rojak post

lol....officer day today...
so we need to serve officer.... ^^
and the programme today is....COOKING~
oh~ quite a challenge le...
although i hv cooked at home also...
but in church...we need to make sure those kids are away from the fire n knief
yet, must hv something to do also...
* challenge* =s

then, all of my group members dunno how to cook...
only me noe...
and is 'half bucket of water' only..
hm...we are cook cook cook, work out together..
n this is the result...


Officer praise the chicken n vege not bad le.... XD

officer ling loves one of the eggs... xp






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exam tmr...
wat should i do??
study ??
play??
or wat??

somehow, i feel so sry n guilty to myself
for not feeling stress n melegeh-legeh in this exam
din study properly.. T.T
sometimes i wish ppl to hurt me so i can go study crazy...
sometimes i feel so sry to myself
n wanna cry, but cant... =(

luckily, my kor give me good advise n supports...
he may be correct..
mayb i never been study in this mood so i will feel sry
but it may be good also...
so, i don need to force myself to get stress...
* just take it as a new experience la..* =)

may god bless me in this exam also
-AMEN-

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i saw something...
at first i tot is nothing...
but how come i still got this kind of feeling..
weird~
n a bit sad...
can someone approach me n ask me wat happen
n i can share my feelings to him or her... =)

if there is really no one...
then the only one i can tell is god...
god bless me....

blur of myself

haiz....exam is coming...
yet i din feel stress as like last time i did
coz of this..i dun really feel wan to study..
n i study just coz of dun wan get bad results...
feel guilty to myself..

i never feel like this when exam is coming..
how come this time will be like that
maybe there is nothing to push me study
as if like last time...
i will think of.. i dun wan couple influences my results
then i will study like hell~

now seems there is nothing to push me to study properly...
sometimes i also wish someone can hurt me deeply...
then i will go study crazy...
then i will feel better
*mayb other ppl will think im crazy, but i prefer that instead of like that LAZY*

somehow, i also think myself like someone...
but i noe is childish...
this is only make me more fan when exam is coming...
so just put it aside first...
discipline n control myself la.. =)

then, still need to plan for class party...
some ppl want it to be simple..buy pizzas n drinks then makan only...
some ppl want it to be fun n dun care bout subsidise
some ppl dun care..anything is ok for them..
think of so many plans jor... then coz of this..
band my idea, coz of that band my idea
ask them to plan.. say.. u plan la..
haiz... very susah la
then one day i tak tahan.... n just say out whatever i feel...
then few drops of tears came out from my eyes...
final decison is... medium level... -go picnic-
hm...finally is settled... ^^

hm...gb side...
pionner council is getting less n less ppl..
coz some need to work, some need to study
so far... only me, joanne n jennifer
every time meeting...we dunno wat duty we are having...
then last min at the band time..
i just separate the jobs to some ppl n carry out...
hope captain can cheer pioneer council up again =D

next yr, we still need to plan for combine off session meeting...
hm.. this i dun really worry...
coz got so many ppl can think of good idea together...
bb side kit ee n hong ee also every geng
esp kit ee...he helps me a lot =)
then gb side.. joanne..she really helps me a lot ^^
but seems she got something fan these while..
so dun really wan to mafan her la..

hm... hope there is someone always ready there to listen my voice =)
volunteer to lend me his @ her ears..
share all my happiness n sadness...
laughter n tears... =D

I LOVE U.....
MY FRENZ
& MY FAMILY

U ALL GIVE ME LOTS SUPORTS N ENCOURAGEMENT =)
THANK YOU <33

officer retreat 09

Actually this should be posted on 25 oct..
right after the officer retreat..
but..hehe XD
This yr...
we went to MELAKA...
yeah~ ^^v

9am gather at church...
guess wat...
only 3 girls n 10 officers...
lol..of coz im one of the girl la..
im so young... xp

wait until so long~ finally can go jor...
yeah~
we are on d way there... ;D

lol..guess wat...

jennifer call him leng zai...wakaka~
his name is noor affendee... hehe XD

this is the hotel we lived in
Mahkota Parade Hotel
yeng le~

while waiting for the room to be cleaned...

we save time..
meeting at public place... haha
n i was quite shock about the meeitng * coz this is the first time i joined*
wow~ officer retreat is like that wan le...
now i noe ..

then we meeting in the room
from 1pm

then officer slept...
*actually not slept la..just lie down there*
coz too tired jor =(

then everyone has their tea @ coffee @ nescafe...
so we wont fall asleep...
we eat n drink in the meeting...
enjoy~ wif tiring

wow~ we meeting until 7.30pm le..
6 hrs non-stop le..
so geng~
see... outside also turns dark jor...

OMG~ my hsm uno card..

so regret for din buy it...
coz spend too mch money jor..
T.T
dun worry...i will go melaka soon...
so still can buy...
just hope no one bought it so far.... -bless-

this will be a nice present for b'day girl n boy... =)

this chinese chess is super nice.. n cute..
i never c this kind of chess...
but..it COSTS...
RM 198.xx le.... T.T

these are what i bought for the first day only..
buy souvenirs fir frenz ad costs rm 50... T.T

2nd day...almost wan to back jor...
take pic for memories... ^^

so tired man~
just sleep only la...
dun care....
say bye bye to melaka in my heart <3