It's back

The feeling came back [ the bad feeling which distracts me from studying yet dont know what to do and just sitting there doing nothing and having all sorts of day dream] . I had this feeling long time ago, which really describes the word 吃不安，坐不乐. I used to think that is just what will happen in the drama, but IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE!

I really wish something happens to me and make me cry as much as I want to release it out rather than now, happy life which unable to trigger me for crying. I just feel like crying now, but I CANT! what can I do? slap myself???

Friends who understand me will know what I want in a hidden meaning :) It's okay if you dun get it, it proves that we need more them to get to know each other *wink

AND i just realized one thing, I slowly understand what is LOVE and it defines VERY differently from what I defined last time; However the deeper I understand, the more I think I am not ready for it.... cause it requires lots of things and sacrifices. We've grown up, so no more puppy love :)

Some updates

Stress makes me FAT!!! *coz i will eat a lot when im stress
haizzzz. no choice la... just go hiking more lor~~~

this actually happened last week, but I was so lazy to blog...

a MINI gathering between my chinese girl's gang :p [ lol, so many gang gang]

BTW, the X MEN is pretty interesting and cool!!
I wish Im part of them :)

and thanks lots for accompany me shopping shopping

then i went adidas run at night

- waiting for pic and will update the details later-

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Naturally

everything comes naturally :)

Currently....

Actually I am pretty lazy to write blog now, but the feeling triggers me after I read someone else's blog. What should I say? Everyday study for exam and do research for term paper. As my lecturer said, if you are going to do degree in psychology, the APA format will always on your finger tips. Even though now, I already face all the APA everyday, soooooo ya, it is my boyfren now till my degree. haizzzzz what to do? no choice la or else will be counted as plagiarism

NEXT week is mid term already, and thanks Jim for reminding me when is the due date for term paper LOL, or else... i cant imagine what will happen to my term paper.

Some people are talking about couple and so on, but sorry la~~ First, I dun have any FEEL to anyone. Secondly, I already busy to the highest level... got time also sleep la XDDDD

Gb stuff, hmmmm... taking leave now~~so, I will not care much . Currently letting Joanne to in charge :) hope she will learn something within that period. I will do my PVP during free time. Oh ya, I still got GBSL practical work to do. Ish~~ let me settle my studies first :)

Wow~~ I am kinda suprise with my level of resisting stress now. Coz so far, I din really feel suffer although there are TONES of things come at one time. Just the event managing will be bit sam fu coz "some" people are not active, they just sit there and wait for the outcome....

hmmm , I really feel GLAD that I've been trained up in high school to in charge all these events and stresses. It makes me who I am now. OK!!! study time :D Bye~~~

LOL ignore me XD

asm = assignment

r.p. = research paper

t.p. = term paper

e.m. = event management

Semestar 2!!!!! is killing me *literally*

week 7

mon to fri - STUDY!!!!!

fri - visit burnese home

sat - mis term

week 8

MID TERM >.<

week 9

sat - bukit jalil perform

sun - GB fund Raising

week 10

HAND IN ENG T.P.

week 11

psy presentation + study tour

week 12

F&B fiesta + captain wedding

week 13

english presentation

week 14

STUDY!!!!!

week 15

FINAL